Posted on: Monday, November 30, 2009
Posted at: 7:30 AM
Posted at: 7:30 AM
this blog is so dead, i don't know why i still bother to keep posting. eek my keyboard's acting up. the keys dont respond when i type too fast. so irritating. im back from malaysia and leader's advance! haha super tired lar, the whole week running around places and doing things. only stayed one night at home. hehe. but it was fun. the malaysia trip was really fun :DD didn't win anything, but we played hard so im happy. so funnn crashing ppl's room and making up excuses to go see each other at night. i lost my jacket there. T__T but i bought another one haha. my poor jacket :(
I LOVE LEADERS' ADVANCE!! hehe. it was so funnnn. better than the first one. like during this one i could really feel God's presence during worship and everything. God reminded me again of my destiny in Him and like He's always been there with me even when i couldn't feel it. i also kinda realised that i can actually hear from Him and like He's not as far as i imagined Him to be. jake wee was also very funny haha. our future urban kids director! woohoo.
No chance, no way, i won't say i'm in love
haha i love that song. its so cool.
training today. had to keep reminding myself to keep on going and not just give up. i was like "God help meeee....i don't wanna run..." coz Coach Hannah told us to run for 10 minutes. then He was like, "You'll thank me for this next time." so i was like ok fine...keep going, keep going. somehow it seems easier than before, and i don't give up that easily. now i know what mr ang meant by in the end its who has the strongest willpower. God's really helping me and I just have this sense of assurance that He'll take care of me.
i have scandalous photos of isabel and shi hui. whahahaha.
leanne
I LOVE LEADERS' ADVANCE!! hehe. it was so funnnn. better than the first one. like during this one i could really feel God's presence during worship and everything. God reminded me again of my destiny in Him and like He's always been there with me even when i couldn't feel it. i also kinda realised that i can actually hear from Him and like He's not as far as i imagined Him to be. jake wee was also very funny haha. our future urban kids director! woohoo.
No chance, no way, i won't say i'm in love
haha i love that song. its so cool.
training today. had to keep reminding myself to keep on going and not just give up. i was like "God help meeee....i don't wanna run..." coz Coach Hannah told us to run for 10 minutes. then He was like, "You'll thank me for this next time." so i was like ok fine...keep going, keep going. somehow it seems easier than before, and i don't give up that easily. now i know what mr ang meant by in the end its who has the strongest willpower. God's really helping me and I just have this sense of assurance that He'll take care of me.
i have scandalous photos of isabel and shi hui. whahahaha.
leanne
Posted on: Saturday, November 14, 2009
Posted at: 7:47 AM
Posted at: 7:47 AM
HOLIDAYS!!!!
happyhappy. :D i might miss school a little though, like all those ppl that i talk to in school and stuff. so fun. but only a little bit. cant believe one year's over liao. it seems really fast. like i've just become sec 1. and next year i'll be sec 2! so weird. sometimes i still think i'm 12. O__O
i'm thinking of something really profound to say
couldn't think of anything. oh well. hmm...ohoh. next week's gonna be like complete horror. HORROR. there's like training from tuesday to friday. 4 DAYS. F-O-U-R. T__T i think i might cry. don't know how im gonna get through all those. its like im dreading those four days. i don't mind all the drills and everything, i just hate, HATE those running kind of drills. like we had to run 3 rounds around the court in less than a minute. once is still ok, but coach cindy said she was gonna make us do it repeatedly. so its like, very scary. i hate those kind of things. like nic used to make us run around the track, like 6 times, all under 1:45. yucks.
going back to urban kids tomorrow. wonder what it'll be like. i think it might be kinda weird. i don't really know anyone from the 8.30 service. :( oh well. i'll try i guess.
how many times have I broken Your heart, still you forgive, if only I ask
it's quite amazing and cool how God always forgives me. I'll never forget that.
i think ppl need to learn to let go. let go of the things that have already happened. there's no use regretting or hating those ppl who hurt them before. the people who hurt them before hurt them once only, but they are the ones who are hurting themselves again and again. maybe they think they're being strong, by not forgetting how others have hurt them. maybe in some way, it makes them feel good coz like they get to play the part of the noble person who got mistreated. like a protagonist. i don't know.
i can hear the sound from the mrt station. the beeping sound when the doors close. haha.
leanne
happyhappy. :D i might miss school a little though, like all those ppl that i talk to in school and stuff. so fun. but only a little bit. cant believe one year's over liao. it seems really fast. like i've just become sec 1. and next year i'll be sec 2! so weird. sometimes i still think i'm 12. O__O
i'm thinking of something really profound to say
couldn't think of anything. oh well. hmm...ohoh. next week's gonna be like complete horror. HORROR. there's like training from tuesday to friday. 4 DAYS. F-O-U-R. T__T i think i might cry. don't know how im gonna get through all those. its like im dreading those four days. i don't mind all the drills and everything, i just hate, HATE those running kind of drills. like we had to run 3 rounds around the court in less than a minute. once is still ok, but coach cindy said she was gonna make us do it repeatedly. so its like, very scary. i hate those kind of things. like nic used to make us run around the track, like 6 times, all under 1:45. yucks.
going back to urban kids tomorrow. wonder what it'll be like. i think it might be kinda weird. i don't really know anyone from the 8.30 service. :( oh well. i'll try i guess.
how many times have I broken Your heart, still you forgive, if only I ask
it's quite amazing and cool how God always forgives me. I'll never forget that.
i think ppl need to learn to let go. let go of the things that have already happened. there's no use regretting or hating those ppl who hurt them before. the people who hurt them before hurt them once only, but they are the ones who are hurting themselves again and again. maybe they think they're being strong, by not forgetting how others have hurt them. maybe in some way, it makes them feel good coz like they get to play the part of the noble person who got mistreated. like a protagonist. i don't know.
i can hear the sound from the mrt station. the beeping sound when the doors close. haha.
leanne
Posted on: Monday, November 9, 2009
Posted at: 7:21 AM
Posted at: 7:21 AM
I'm holding onto something and I do not know why I try
haha that line just popped into my mind one fine day. i like the song. hm...lotsa things have happened since my last post, which was a long, long
long
long
long
long
time ago. haha sorry i just couldn't resist doing that. so bored. it's monday night! and there's no school tmr. whoots. but then its RUINED lar, as usual. i have to do ACP and then have tuition. -.- exams are looooong over so why is there still tuition?!?!?! no break arh. T_T but i guess i'm lucky to be able to afford tuition and have a nice teacher so i should be happy. fine, i'll be happy.
oh this thoughts just popped up in my mind today. during trng. haha.
Humility is not the act of not looking at yourself, but it is looking at yourself and not being overly proud of how wonderful you are.
Everyone always tries to be "humble" and like they don't talk about their achievements and everything. Nothing wrong with that, just that at times they overdo it until they completely refuse to admit any good point about themselves to others. there's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself, its just that you shouldn't overdo it. You can be as proud of yourself as you are of others. You have to be able to love yourself before you can love others. If you can't see yourself and the good things abt you, then you obv won't be able to see clearly that of others, and it wont be love, but just blind worship and admiration. haha.
ohoh. haha that time i was in the car with ansel and my mom was driving and ansel started to cry. ok, not cry. more like WAIL. and SCREAM. its so scary. babies in a car while their moms are driving are scary. O_O but then yeah lar, then my mom started to play one of the songs frm the hillsong cd, i think its called "still" (its like i will be still, know You are God) or something like that. and u know wad. ansel immediately stopped crying and fell asleep. we have now found our SECRET WEAPON. haha. now its like "oh, ansel's crying?" "oh, ok, play no. 13 from the hillsong cd." hehe.
ohoh. I'M ANG SHI HUI'S ROOMIE! haha. its so strange. and funny. well, at least i know i'll be able to get a lot of sleep. I dont mind ppl snoring. i find it amusing to listen to at night, and it lets me know i'm not alone. so haha. and shi hui will prob be very very nice to me, (unlike some ppl) so it'll prob be really fun. haha. our room will prob be the quietest. :D
ok i feel like sleeping now. will post abt other things next time. i keep feeling like there's this thing i haven't said yet. and it's not that korean drama is really awesome, although it is.
just realised how much has happened between this post and the previous one. crazy. its not very...nice i guess, when ppl don't really see how you feel, and use the things they've found out abt you to tease you, even if they don't really mean any harm. i wouldn't want them to know everything anyway, so i can bear with it. but i don't think its a very funny issue, and i don't think they have to right to just spread everything, although i know they don't mean to cause trouble or anything. but there is a limit.
lol
leanne
haha that line just popped into my mind one fine day. i like the song. hm...lotsa things have happened since my last post, which was a long, long
long
long
long
long
time ago. haha sorry i just couldn't resist doing that. so bored. it's monday night! and there's no school tmr. whoots. but then its RUINED lar, as usual. i have to do ACP and then have tuition. -.- exams are looooong over so why is there still tuition?!?!?! no break arh. T_T but i guess i'm lucky to be able to afford tuition and have a nice teacher so i should be happy. fine, i'll be happy.
oh this thoughts just popped up in my mind today. during trng. haha.
Humility is not the act of not looking at yourself, but it is looking at yourself and not being overly proud of how wonderful you are.
Everyone always tries to be "humble" and like they don't talk about their achievements and everything. Nothing wrong with that, just that at times they overdo it until they completely refuse to admit any good point about themselves to others. there's nothing wrong with being proud of yourself, its just that you shouldn't overdo it. You can be as proud of yourself as you are of others. You have to be able to love yourself before you can love others. If you can't see yourself and the good things abt you, then you obv won't be able to see clearly that of others, and it wont be love, but just blind worship and admiration. haha.
ohoh. haha that time i was in the car with ansel and my mom was driving and ansel started to cry. ok, not cry. more like WAIL. and SCREAM. its so scary. babies in a car while their moms are driving are scary. O_O but then yeah lar, then my mom started to play one of the songs frm the hillsong cd, i think its called "still" (its like i will be still, know You are God) or something like that. and u know wad. ansel immediately stopped crying and fell asleep. we have now found our SECRET WEAPON. haha. now its like "oh, ansel's crying?" "oh, ok, play no. 13 from the hillsong cd." hehe.
ohoh. I'M ANG SHI HUI'S ROOMIE! haha. its so strange. and funny. well, at least i know i'll be able to get a lot of sleep. I dont mind ppl snoring. i find it amusing to listen to at night, and it lets me know i'm not alone. so haha. and shi hui will prob be very very nice to me, (unlike some ppl) so it'll prob be really fun. haha. our room will prob be the quietest. :D
ok i feel like sleeping now. will post abt other things next time. i keep feeling like there's this thing i haven't said yet. and it's not that korean drama is really awesome, although it is.
just realised how much has happened between this post and the previous one. crazy. its not very...nice i guess, when ppl don't really see how you feel, and use the things they've found out abt you to tease you, even if they don't really mean any harm. i wouldn't want them to know everything anyway, so i can bear with it. but i don't think its a very funny issue, and i don't think they have to right to just spread everything, although i know they don't mean to cause trouble or anything. but there is a limit.
lol
leanne