Posted on: Sunday, August 23, 2009
Posted at: 6:42 AM
Posted at: 6:42 AM
today is sunday. tomorrow is monday. school day. argh. i dont like mondays. they're the looong days and the tiring days. mondays and tuesdays are horrible. but after that the week becomes a little bit more bearable. last time they used to be fun, but now its like tiring and not so fun. :( i dont know why. maybe its exams. like EYAs are approaching. im not sure if its EOY or EYA... :S rgs likes to come up with funny acronyms for the exams and all.
i feel very dead. like each day is just monotonous and like again-and-again type. its so horrible. and every week i can just look forward to the weekends coz thats when i can like let everything frm the week out. last saturday (yesterday) was pretty much a disappointment though. idk why. maybe it'll be better next week. i think i screwed it up. i hate it when i screw up. like, u can never turn back time and re-do what you did wrong. and its like i keep feeling like i have to apologise (to God) for it. like again and again. during worship, like the thought of all the stuff i did wrong just kept appearing in my mind, and that really pissed me off. like i keep feeling like i havent apologised enough u know. yeah.
on a brighter note, exams are over! yay. but i have bio spa and english oral tomorrow. sigh. i have no idea wad the spa's gonna be like. i just hope i do ok... ohoh. i went for training on friday. it was so fun ahaha. all we did was play matches. and it was so fun. hehe. i think i'll go again on wednesday and friday. not tomorrow, i have stuff to do. (:
well my dad's telling me to go brush up. so yeah.
byes
leanne
i feel very dead. like each day is just monotonous and like again-and-again type. its so horrible. and every week i can just look forward to the weekends coz thats when i can like let everything frm the week out. last saturday (yesterday) was pretty much a disappointment though. idk why. maybe it'll be better next week. i think i screwed it up. i hate it when i screw up. like, u can never turn back time and re-do what you did wrong. and its like i keep feeling like i have to apologise (to God) for it. like again and again. during worship, like the thought of all the stuff i did wrong just kept appearing in my mind, and that really pissed me off. like i keep feeling like i havent apologised enough u know. yeah.
on a brighter note, exams are over! yay. but i have bio spa and english oral tomorrow. sigh. i have no idea wad the spa's gonna be like. i just hope i do ok... ohoh. i went for training on friday. it was so fun ahaha. all we did was play matches. and it was so fun. hehe. i think i'll go again on wednesday and friday. not tomorrow, i have stuff to do. (:
well my dad's telling me to go brush up. so yeah.
byes
leanne