Posted on: Thursday, September 4, 2008
Posted at: 9:10 AM
whee it's like erm 12.10am already. woah. i rock. though im sure to some ppl it just seems like nothing. i bet lots of ppl, like jaclyn are like watching tv or smth. but here it's quite dark already, and the units opposite all have their lights off.

just found a new song. it's really nice. courtesy of wei yan. it's called "home" by chris daughtry. he's a really gd singer, and he sings abt things that ppl dun usually sing abt. u know, like now everyone sings about loooove and looove and everything. like breakups, new-found love and whatnots, but chris has songs like erm "what about now" and "home" which are really nice songs.

Home
I'm staring out into the night
Trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home
To the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from
No I think you've got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home
Well I'm going home

well that's part of the song. there's still some verses and chorus and stuff. but these two parts are my favourite. it reminds me of dying and going to heaven. i think i understand what it means to say better in one day in Your courts than a thousand elsewhere. i would rather spend one day in heaven than a thousand in earth. then there would be no pain, no fear, so sadness. i always thought living one day would be filled with fear and dread of dying the next day but i think in heaven there wouldn't be fear. so it would be okay. and God's love has always been enough for me, even if sometimes it didn't seem that way.

yesterday i watched this show where they do-over ur house, which is at first very messy and dirty, then it showed this couple and their kids. this couple's room is seriously messy which really needs a really good maid to clean it up big time but anyway, the husband apparently goes overseas a lot so all his clothes are in luggages and the cupboards are all full of the wife's clothes. and the wife i think doesn't really do housekeeping, and the husband isn't exactly happy, but he bears with the unhappiness and then when she realised she was wrong not to do housekeeping, she was really sorry and the husband just forgave her liddat. he was like i just hope she'll do better, and its just really amazing how much he loved her. when i was watching i was like wow and then it was like the woman was the kind who doesn't really listen to the husband kind, so if it were me i dun think i could have forgave someone that easily. of coz it could have been that they were on tv so they had to "act nice" but still. i can't believe God's love is so much greater than that.

went to play basketball today. it rained halfway so went to the void deck and watched gavan and co. rollerblade. then we started playing with the ball, like using it to roll a can over. it was actually kinda fun, no matter how stupid it sounds. but its fun. then it was raining really heavy, and u could see all the water flowing, and the ball was going to roll outside. so i dashed after it and tried to catch it, when i realised it had stopped, it did not go outside, but instead I went outside. so i got all wet and stuff and i stepped into the place where all the water was flowing and the water splashed and my leg got all wet with brown water!!!!!!!!!! but it was fun. and amusing. so then i took off my basketball shoes and wore gavan's slippers coz my shoes were wet. yay. haha. i miss basketball training. oh well.

okay really long post but im bored. hehe. oh took half an hour to blog. cool. hehe.

byezzz
leanne